As I look back on this year, I see the hand of God's providence and his mercy in my life. However, I also see my own selfish ways and my lack of discipline. This year has definitely brought changes to my life. With the start of uni and everything, I just felt so lost at the beginning of it all. I'm glad things have become better and I really look forward to 2010.

29th Dec was interesting in more ways than one. I love the company and fellowship; I love the activities we did together. Even though I'm impartial to the many ways of receiving love (I have equal scores for affirmation, gifts, physical touch, acts of service and quality time), I think I may have developed a soft spot for a certain method of love. haha I wonder if I should think about it more but hmm~ guess it doesn't really mean anything now. Analysis of his character is not complete, even after opening a cupboard of skeletons yesterday. Guess we do all have our own inner secrets.

Meeting the pilot that day was also a highlight of that day. ohman I can't understand it. How do his friends and him stay so pretty even though they are still in the army! grr. hahaha don't get me wrong, I mean they have really good complexion. Damn I'm really envious. :( Talked to him on the way home and I'm really proud of him. For the way he treats his men and how he leads them. I feel that he has matured somewhat and slowly, I feel that I'm letting go too. I'm glad God let me know him and like titus, I'll keep praying for this friend that we both love.

And I'm secretly happy that his friends thought I was his girlfriend. ~XD~ okay but that's all. Really. haha.

I'm really excited about next year. Mostly because of my involvement in the church's children ministry and the uni's YMCA. I feel like there's gonna be more meaning to my life now. :3 and by being a leader and by giving more, I can really feel that God will bless the lives of those around me. And I will be blessed by it myself! haha.

Going for the church countdown party later. Life is really good now. (: Even though with a slightly upset stomach I hope I can make it in one piece later! and I need to get my handphone fixed rawrrrr. stupid, stupid phone.

I thank you God for 2009 and pray that 2010 will be 10x more awesome than this year! Amen. (: