times like these are when i really thank god for the little things in life.

Well, these little things are actually larger than life to me. I love them and I really am grateful for everything they do.

Thank God for friends. For hsienyong who first asked me how i was doing, munkiat who fussed over me like he was my dad, celine who talked to me on the phone and to whom i cried my heart out to and john, for trying to rationalize my situation. Even for xavier who kept bugging me and threatening to come over to my hall (and i know he never would. stupid pervert)

Yupps I truly am thankful. God brings me through times like these so i can grow and appreciate the wonderful people i have around me.

I will continue to give it my best shot, but i'll leave my options open. I'll pray for a sign. might be contemplating communications (being a journalist should be good for me, writing!) or sociology, and follow my dad's footsteps in the business of helping people.

I want a hug. i really want a hug. and yes i will so hug that tree when he visits me in hall next week.

goodnight.