I wonder what's the feeling one is supposed to have after realizing that a friend has not been entirely honest with you all this while. Cheated? Disappointed? I really don't know. Well maybe I'm expecting too much. Can't really expect people to tell me everything, can I? Even when they involve me.

I guess it's up to me now to make the best of my situation. God makes no mistake, so I had better stop thinking I'm a mistake.

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

I won't let my dream go.