For the sake of having a post on this glorious date. (:

I'll keep it on as a scar to remind me of my foolishness, however odd it may be. Thanks for the reminder. I've never felt so sick to my stomach before.

Finding you, knowing you
is like trying to smell the colour 9.

I wonder what's the feeling one is supposed to have after realizing that a friend has not been entirely honest with you all this while. Cheated? Disappointed? I really don't know. Well maybe I'm expecting too much. Can't really expect people to tell me everything, can I? Even when they involve me.

I guess it's up to me now to make the best of my situation. God makes no mistake, so I had better stop thinking I'm a mistake.

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

I won't let my dream go.

The video shown during GP lecture.

Anne Morrow Lindbergh
- Him that I love, I wish to be free -- even from me.

If you leave..
I will drift into the lonely rippled blackness of an unknown future without you
Heavily laden with tears and sorrow.
And although I will eventually reach some far away shore
and the tears will dry..

It will be without you... and I shall never forget my loss.

-Skinner

A site on Deviantart that I can't seem to get enough of. (: Really good photography and insight.

So this is what you've done. I suppose I should just let it be. After all, why fall into your snare. (: I won't let you lead me blindfolded into the abyss where I can never return from it.

Happy Valentine's Day to all! or in a more general sense, to include the masses (that means, us singles), Happy Friendship Day! (:

And happy birthday to NATUN and XINYING. Don't think they'll see this though. lol.

Today was fun, despite having lessons as usual. I appreciate the effort of the SC to put up the stars at the quadrangle cuz they were really nice!

Today also made me realize the fun I'm missing and I really want to thank my classmates for putting up with my foolishness. I thank God for all of you. We must study hard together! 1/4 of the preparation time gone. Honestly I'm a little freaked out by this.

A big Thank You goes out to my friends outside CJC who have not forgotten me despite my busyness. Like Jonadab and Wilson. haha. Thank you 2 for the beautiful roses.

And of course, thank you to all my friends in CJC who made this day so memorable for me. This has been a day high on sugar and dopamine. Chocolates ftw!! =D

Would -someone- tell me who he is? Thank you for the flower though I really thought it was a prank at first. =x Or maybe it really is a prank. lol. I'm just very curious.

Bet so many people out there are having candlelit dinners now. XD Hope they enjoy themselves!

After seeing your blog, I can't help but feel the same.

goingoutwithyouiswrong. haha. Not you, but someone else, in case you're wondering.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I feel like I'm going to implode if this keeps up. There's something going on and I know I've got to face it soon but the last time I faced it, it didn't change anything. I really don't need another issue now. I died last year. Get over it.

You and me, forever, an ocean between.

I think this is so sweet.

This Providence - My Beautiful Rescue


Happy CNY people! (:

Smiles.sg is making me frown. Oh the irony.