SWITCHFOOT IS IN TOWN! =D

Even though I can't go for the concert tonight, I feel really thrilled that I'm standing on the same ground as them! woots. hahaha. This ground is so sacred tonight. XD

Things have been picking up, I've been planning for the days ahead and scheming how to get someone into CJC and me into his JC. All in the name of mugging of A levels. How exciting can life be! You bet I'm so happy huh. haha.

But for now, every tired warrior needs a rest, for it is good for both his physical and psychological states. Hence, MY NAP IS WARRANTED. I'm not a pig. How long have I not taken a nap. Rawr.

Hope Jonadab, Yihui and Andre enjoy their concert tonight. (:

RAWR XAVIER YOU ARE SO DEAD WHEN YOU GET OUT. I CAN'T GET INTO YOUR GE ACCOUNT. >:(

Yes I'm home early today. Weird eh? I'm really thankful to my wonderful class for being there for me when I fainted after PE. For that few seconds I couldn't remember anything that happened, until IZ Lim stared down at me and asked me for my name. -.- Without you guys I really don't know what would've happened. Funny how for the second time the the first person to hold me was Rosheni. XD Thank you so much! (:

Hence, I'm home early to nap. Not that early now after I've taken my shower. Doing a little blogging and sewing. And trying to log into someone's account. Argh. I'm giving up on that till 9.30pm today. haha.

So alright, byebye for now.

Incredible how I allow myself to feel so depressed when everything is going fine.

1) I miss 3 people alot now.
2) Maths is driving me crazy.
3) I need help in my studies.

Time to bug my teachers and my dad. Or simply mug more. Today was damn unproductive and I've never felt so useless before. Never needed more strength from God than now.

And I really miss my tutor.

On a sidenote, congratulations to Joseph and his band for making it through to Rockafella! (: This is the only thing I'm happy about today. Go rock the fellas watching your band alright. haha.

Crap I'm dreading Friday. Sigh oh well. Maybe I'll really start mugging hard the week after. For now, I'm spending time with people I won't get to see with hair for some time. haha. I'll cry for you Deon. I'll cry for your hair.

Today was great cuz choir sectional was really productive. I'm happy that we managed to cover Ave Maria in such a short time. I found out how to interact more with the J2s and the new J1s. After all, if you can't beat them, join them. XD

So sad, Heath Ledger died yesterday. May you rest in peace.

Alright just thought I'll like to get a few things straight.

to dreamer345: Whoever you are, thank you for your advice. I'll just like to have you know that I've never actually been quite as happy and liberated like this before. You said that I wasn't myself but I'll beg to differ. I kid you not, I'm not deluding myself. I'm not suicidal, neither have I lost a good friend. My wounds have closed and I've closed a chapter of my life in the same way. I'll cherish what I have AND I will get what I think I should get. I'm not being spoiled this way; I'll just have to work hard for what I want. I'm not referring to wanting a certain human being in this case. That's beyond my control. I'm not insisting for anyone to be my friend. If you're a friend, you wouldn't hide behind the facade of that nickname and tell me who you are. btw, I googled dreamer345 and I landed up with some profile page of a user of a porn site. No offence intended. If you don't know me that much, maybe you might want to stop assuming and talk to me directly. Almost all your assumptions were wrong but still I wonder what you mean by me affecting others by "not being myself". Do let me know.

And as for the tag by "meng", people please don't open it. You've been warned.

To end this blogpost for today, I'll like to thank Joash for the waffles! Haha they're very good and it was very nice of you. (:

I'm looking forward to tmr and Thursday but not to Friday! Sigh. I'm gonna dread it. But thank God for such friends to serve the country. XD

I need time off to smell the roses.

Crap it's not even time yet but I have a feeling I'm going to miss my 2 friends who are going to NS soon. I've just gotten to know one of them again after so many months of dao-ing (it was his fault! haha) and the other one is a very good friend that I don't know how I'll do without. Yes the free tuition and the free tofu-eating sessions. I'll miss them all.

Met Mun Kiat yesterday and the first thing I did was to laugh at his hair. Quite horrible I know, but it was quite shocking somehow to see him without hair. Sorry if I had offended you! And oh yeah, I think he looks very good with the skull cap I gave him. Not at all like a cancer patient. (: I'm going to continue missing him too.

School is getting boring. But it's good. School is meant to be boring. haha. After school activities are then meant to be fun. Like mugging. haha I'm kidding. Oh no protection of self-worth. XD

Milk made from powder makes me head-achy. Argh.

The book Close Range by Annie Proulx is really challenging to read for it requires one to read a line not once, but twice in order to capture the essence of the story. Although it's taxing, I'll try to finish the book. Just don't start questioning me if my morals have changed after reading Brokeback Mountain though.

Alot of tests coming up and well, I'm tired. I mean, I always am but I'll still push myself on.

It was really nice meeting you today.

Sooner or later, we're all going down. I know you'll be there waiting when I fall.

Watching, laughing, smiling.

Bleeding toes dragged across asphalt roads
Ropes cutting into bounded wrists and ankles.
Pouring rain lashing down on bruised backs.
Weary bodies, downcast faces.
Crying out, screaming.

No one hears.

haha I miss MK so much! okay nvm I'm tired so zzz off to sleep. Another great day tmr with the tdh.

This is what I mean by senseless blogging. I can't seem to blog about my feelings anymore. Can't express myself anymore, there's just another little person hiding inside this body of mine always watching, always analyzing what's going on around me without actually living this life out. Life's great.

Contrary to what I told you earlier, I've decided not to post that again. Instead you'll find something else there where it's supposed to be.

it's time i stopped blogging.

P.S - Something interesting.

Your primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		7
Acts of Service:		6
Quality Time:		6
Words of Affirmation:		6
Receiving Gifts:		5

Here's the link if you want to try the quiz too.

For some of us, our present lie in the past. I know yours does metaphorically, one year ago. Mine does too, literally.

Even though you don't know it, but you gave me that hug just when I needed it most. For that, thank you. I appreciate it a lot.

wheee a day off tomorrow due to the sniffles! Having this uber big headache now. Argh. For now, print notessss. Thanks to the tdh. =D

yay school starts tmr! =D

why love, why.