ARGH I've gotta get this outta my mind!

The people went to see the dancing ballerina...

Alright tell me what you see!

I really ought to start on my GP, maths and chem homework soon. Or should I use the OP as an excuse to slack. haha damn puzzle pirates and Granado Espada! I need perseverance man. I could do with some help and motivation. Mendeleev helpp! Awake from thy slumber. >.<

On second thought, please stay in your grave. XD

I saw how I used to be and what I am now. Things might be a lot different now than it was then but fundamentally, some things never change. If you know me for who I was then, believe me, I'm still the same.

Alright, it's 4 more days to OP! Guess I'm pretty much ready. Life's been full of ups and downs so what will this be to me? haha. Hope things will go okay.

Time to relax! Really, I need time out to read God's word and just rest. Things have been kinda hectic lately and I need to recharge myself spiritually and physically. (:

So yepps, take care people! The holidays has just about began.

P.S - Funny how the things we write on blogs don't really reflect us in real life. But we wouldnt know whether in life or in blogs, which one is the real us, would we?

He sees this abyss before him. It goes on down and down forever, endless depth meeting endless depth. Logic says to avoid stepping close to the precipice, yet for that heightened sense of adventure, that one little tiny flower perched on a branch extending outwards into the everlasting gloom, he will defy the voices shouting at him, warning him not to take a step further. The flower is fragile and of the purest white, its five petals glistening with dewdrops. It did not compare to the exquisite rose or vibrant orchid. It is plain. Its only allure laid in its location. The more unreachable, the more dangerous, the more precious. Edging closer and closer with his eyes fixed on the flower, he falls into the darkness, scratching himself on the thorns near the flower. His splattered blood stains the flower crimson as he begins his long trip down to a place he can never know about.

And the flower watches impassively, waiting for the next person to fall in love with it.

Women are like cocktails to men. They differ in composition, concentration and flavour but they are all capable of giving men the same high. Their main ingredients seldom differ. Should a woman want a man, she has to know the man's taste so that she would not be distasteful or bland to him. She has to be the greatest cocktail that the man has ever tasted. Once the glass touches his lips, he will never forget the taste of the cocktail. In the same way, that is the impact that a woman must have on the man she loves.

I'm beginning to see love not as an emotion but more of something to be analyzed. Perhaps I see it more as a science, something that can be dissected to examine the intricacies of human nature. For instance, I don't believe that there is only one person meant for another one person on Earth. I think the notion is just ridiculous. What matters is the time and the place. You could have many other potential significant others apart from that one person that you're going to enter a marriage with.

Life's too short to live it badly huh. 41166419475589362119612482669983. 313313423'3322332343331211322113.

Times when I start thinking if there's anything fundamentally wrong with my way of thinking, of how much I've changed, of what I cherish, of what I stand for, of what I believe, of why I think the way I do and why I am so affected by what you think of me.

Argh I'm behind time in my PW! I need to concentrate really. Sigh. But anyway congrats to everybody who managed to secure a promotion! And to those who didn't, JIAYOU! Hopefully sub-papers would go okay.

I have no idea why my braces are cutting into the walls of my mouth. I think a few taste buds have also become non-functional due to the abrasions caused by braces. The dentist must remove my braces by tomorrow! She mustttt. Or else I'll just die for OP since I'm not exactly talking optimally. I might just mutter gibberish throughout the presentation and that will be a disaster.

And so school ends this Friday! Really great too, since I get to go out, shop and have a very much long awaited dinner with this present but not really present individual in my life. I have to thank you for the support you gave me for my promos, especially when I was receiving the results back. -.- It was almost like a game commentary, Joanne VS Promos. The score 3 passes, 1 subpass and 1 fail! lol. Spammed your handphone. XD

Alright I'm gonna sleep. But argh gotta finish OP. zzz.

I blogged something on MS Word and deleted it. I feel great now. Just great.

I've been borrowing interesting books from the library lately. Though the titles may be a little suggestive, I really don't appreciate anyone telling me I'm trying to learn from the book. To some extent I'm repulsed by it, but it just helps me to learn more about the human psyche and what makes them fall in love with something or someone. Hence the title of the book. Call me whatever you want dammit, not like it can tarnish my image in any way.

I'm reading another book on feminism and it's really ironical since I can identify some actions I do which "belittles" the female gender. Well guess I'll blog about it another day.

And I think the 2 Edwards in American History X are drool-worthy.

Off to watch Zetsubou! He'll leave me in despair again.

Argh dammit my wisdom tooth is giving me hell. I can't wait for the next dental appointment (which I so gracefully postponed due to choir practice), to remove the infernal tooth AND my braces. I wonder who I'll see in the mirror. Maybe she won't be me.

She stared at the figure she saw in front of her. The girl stared back at her. Turning from side to side, she looked intensely at the girl, observing her posture and her clothes. Too shabby, she concluded, with hair poking out in all directions.

Taking a pin out of her pocket, she adjusted the hair of the girl, cringing as the hair refused to be subdued into the perfect position. Biting her lips in concentration, she inserted the pin with utmost care. Smoothing her clothes, she shifted her glance to the face of the girl.

It felt weird watching the face change over the years; the baby fat in the face had been reduced slightly, though it was still there. The blemishes that she had hated were almost gone, leaving the face a little less than perfect. It was filled with naivety. Too much in fact, for it made the girl seem far younger and more child-like than what she really was.

Poking her finger into her own cheek, the girl mirrored her action. The girl felt surreal, as if she were something that could be transformed on will into something much greater.

She sighed, swept the fringe to the side for the final time and stepped out of the washroom.

Alright since the promos are over, here's a few things that I must really do since I've been procrastinating and delaying them since forever.

In no order of importance:
1) Meet Wilson to catch up and drink brandy.
2) Change bedsheets and pack up table.
3) Buy the new message version of the bible.
4) Meet Jonadab if we both don't retain. =D
5) Go shopping and eat dinner with my himbo. (you know who you are dear! :D)
6) Get a second piercing with Ryan.
7) Bake cookies with Aaron and Nah.
8) Go jamming with gnia and company.
9) Practice more pop piano.
10) Meet Deon and Jeremy after Deon's A levels.
11) Go swimming to get a tan. I don't mean netting a guy with the surname Tan! -.-
12) Meet Constiie and Drina for fun.
13) Swensens with my new best friend. We'll be paying for ourselves though cuz I don't think I can beat you. See you're 13 on the list. Your favourite number. =D
14) Play pool with HY and do something funny for munkiat before he goes into army!
15) Get a treat from Bliondi if I retain. BUT I HOPE NOT. XD

Da Jie found this quiz and I found it really cool. I read the book "The Golden Compass" back in 2004 and I really liked the book! The movie is coming out and I really must watch that.

So anyway, in the book, every character has a soul, like us, called dæmons. But unlike us, their soul takes on the form of an external being, an animal. So yeah, your personality will be the personality of the animal.

I started out with a fox (as I knew it would be muahahaha) but you all can change it if you'll just answer a few questions to see if it really fits me. x)



This one is better to click.

Thanks! XD and you all can create your own daemon too! =) And if my daemon changes after you've done the quiz, can you please tag on my tagboard? I want to know what it changes into each time. hahaha. 12 days before it takes on its final form!

Okay I really should go and study Econs now. XD

EDIT: Dajie changed my fox to a snow ermine. It was damn cute!
Mummy changed my snow ermine to a TIGER. T__T So I started out as a hu li jing and now I'm a mu lao hu. -_____-

Just to join in the secret code frenzy. This is a really impractical code but well at least it's hard to figure. I think. Has the essence of Ryan's code though. I know that the person I dedicated it to would be too lazy to figure this out. XD

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Psalms 23 - The Student's Version

The Lord is my Teacher; I shall not sleep.
He makes me stay awake in my studies all night;
He leads me from page to page.
He restores my sanity;
He guides me in the path of consciousness,
For my grades sake.
Even though I grow weary in the shadow of books,
I fear no test, for Thou art with me.
Thy rod and Thy staff, they keep jabbing me. (Haha)
Thou wilt prepare a test for me
In the presence of my classmates.
Thou hast crammed my mind
with so much knowledge; my eyelids droop.
Surely a good grade and a kind teacher
Will follow me after the test,
And I will not dwell in this class forever.

haha I'm really tired. Just a short post before I go back to studying. I thank the Lord for being my sustenance, my motivation and my teacher. I can't believe I'm hating biology when it is simply the study of the intricacies of his work!

So yeah, biology tomorrow. I look forward to Wednesday! And Thursday! And Friday!

AHH~ Add oil T30-ers!