Joseph sent me this song yesterday and I can't get over it. To be able to sing it would be total ownage! I really like the lyrics and the melody of it all. A true blue heartbreak song.

Angels - Within Temptation

Sparkling angel I believed
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.


Yeah so I'll be leaving in a day's time. I seriously don't know what to think of it. I want the gold so badly, but then again I know the harder I try, the more disappointed I'll be if I don't get it. But anyway! It's the intrinsic reward that matters. Something that others can't take away, the satisfaction of knowing you did your best. Well well. It's all for the love of singing. x)

The most meaningful phrase of the day has got to be this: Life is not determined by your breathing moments, but by the moments that take your breath away. Haha. Well somehow I have a feeling I'm never going to change my mind about this matter so... thank you for the moments. And I still stand by what I said that I hope you'll find someone else. =) This will hurt me as much as it will hurt you, I swear.

Yay under conductor's orders, I can sleep later and wake up later! hahaha. I was thinking of what to pack and these are the few extra stuff that I'm bringing.
- Marie biscuits! (Deon says I'm a piggy and I'm living up to that)
- Shower cream (Don't know if hotel will provide =/)
- Bible (The most interesting book in the world XD)
- Blank notebook and stationery (I like writing. Good for emo-ing and penning thoughts)
- LADYBUG BEAR =D
- Instant milo
- Electric kettle (For obvious reasons)

I'll pon maths lecture tomorrow to sleep more tomorrow. I ought to be more bimbotic and bring an extra big luggage bag so I can stuff more things inside when I return. Haha I wonder where I got the bimbotic streak from. XD Shopping anyone? hahahaha.

Alright off to continue packing. Life is a fashion parade darrrr-lings! *winks and does a bimbotic wave with feather boa*

haha whatever.