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Listening: Rie Fu - Tsuki Akari
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Posted by martia.

I HATE BUBEEK.

But I love my Graphire, I love my Photoshop, and I love HTML. So here goes, Ant's new layout (belated birthday present). I hope it's ok. >.< (Look at the time I posted at!! I worked from 21 o'clock till now!!)

MWAHAHAHAHA YOU CAN'T HIDE WORDS ANYMORE!! The pretty patterns are EVERYWHERE~!!

And she didn't get anything for my birthday last year. Horrible sister she is. (God, please give me a refund. Amen.)

This has got to be a record; I'm blogging for the second time tonight.

I found this picture on Celine's blog so I'm posting it here. I'm really glad I'm in the choir cuz I've grown so much more as a person musically, mentally and emotionally. And I'm sure we'll continue to face lots of obstacles but we'll gonna overcome them together yeah. =)

So alright I don't expect to be blogging when I wake up later cuz I'll rather spend my time focusing on what's coming up ahead.

I hope my mum will be okay soon. I can't seem to be at peace cuz she's sick and I'm gonna fly off soon. Help me pray for her k. I'm worried for her.

Haha that imaginary line idea of yours just had to come into my mind now. And I've got a sadistic urge to cut it with an imaginary pair of scissors. Sigh. So now there's a physical distance instead of a psychological one between us.

Since when have I become so sure about what it's like to feel? Especially since I've been told to emote more again. bleah. He speaks as if I'm devoid of emotions cuz I don't show it on my face! It's not that I don't feel, it's just that I try not to let them show. Well at least most of the time. Shall play with my facial expressions more if that'll make for a better performance. x)

General notice to all, don't message my handphone from 2245 on 29th May (today) to 1600 on 7th June if you don't want an unpleasant surprise in your handphone bill. You've been warned! hahaha.

Take care all. I'll miss you guys. =)

Joseph sent me this song yesterday and I can't get over it. To be able to sing it would be total ownage! I really like the lyrics and the melody of it all. A true blue heartbreak song.

Angels - Within Temptation

Sparkling angel I believed
You were my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.


Yeah so I'll be leaving in a day's time. I seriously don't know what to think of it. I want the gold so badly, but then again I know the harder I try, the more disappointed I'll be if I don't get it. But anyway! It's the intrinsic reward that matters. Something that others can't take away, the satisfaction of knowing you did your best. Well well. It's all for the love of singing. x)

The most meaningful phrase of the day has got to be this: Life is not determined by your breathing moments, but by the moments that take your breath away. Haha. Well somehow I have a feeling I'm never going to change my mind about this matter so... thank you for the moments. And I still stand by what I said that I hope you'll find someone else. =) This will hurt me as much as it will hurt you, I swear.

Yay under conductor's orders, I can sleep later and wake up later! hahaha. I was thinking of what to pack and these are the few extra stuff that I'm bringing.
- Marie biscuits! (Deon says I'm a piggy and I'm living up to that)
- Shower cream (Don't know if hotel will provide =/)
- Bible (The most interesting book in the world XD)
- Blank notebook and stationery (I like writing. Good for emo-ing and penning thoughts)
- LADYBUG BEAR =D
- Instant milo
- Electric kettle (For obvious reasons)

I'll pon maths lecture tomorrow to sleep more tomorrow. I ought to be more bimbotic and bring an extra big luggage bag so I can stuff more things inside when I return. Haha I wonder where I got the bimbotic streak from. XD Shopping anyone? hahahaha.

Alright off to continue packing. Life is a fashion parade darrrr-lings! *winks and does a bimbotic wave with feather boa*

haha whatever.

Sometimes I feel that it's still too fast to decide anything. It has been less than a quarter of a year since we knew each other so... I don't know if it's just a feeling or if I genuinely am serious about getting involved.

I don't know about others but I take commitments very seriously. I'll only get attached to someone I want to marry and hmm... both parties should have the same conviction right? And well it seems like both our parents want us to marry someone of the same faith. Haha there certainly is more to this than just me and you.

Coincidentally, I read a passage from Ecclesiastes today for devotion and well if you all know, Ecclesiastes is kinda like an emo book in the bible ("Everything is meaningless!"). And so these were the verses that struck me.

¹³ Now all has been heard;
here is the conclusion of the matter:
Fear God and keep his commandments,
for this is the whole duty of man.

¹⁴ For God will bring every deed into judgment,
including every hidden thing,
whether it is good or evil.

So yepps. Fear God and keep his commandments! One of his commandments is to honour our parents right. And not to keep anything from them. In this world and its imperfections I'm finding it harder and harder to do so. Well at least in the most important aspect in my life, I'm going to let them have a say in it. This is the least I can do as a daughter.

Who gives a damn about what I feel, cuz it doesn't matter! Feelings can pass with time, consequences stay. I don't want to break my parents' hearts, like how someone I knew did when she married someone who wasn't of the faith. Her parents cried after the wedding. Sigh. I don't want to bring sadness to others in pursuit of my own blinded definition of happiness.

Wheeeeee life is complicated. I hope you understand yeah. There's only one way which could make us possible but I won't even think about it and I'm quite sure you won't.

One month should be enough for us both to get over this right? haha. You'll find someone better but I'm not sure if the same can be said for me. x)

YAY H1 EXAMS ARE OVER.

A new self-realization: Whenever I'm feeling stressed or confused, I tend to say, "aiyah", "haiyah", "sigh", "sia la", "aiyoh", "ahhh", "ehhh..." Guess I'm still very Singaporean at heart.

I'm pretty sure I know what my answer will be but there's always the what-if factor. Why Lord, why...

Talked to Deon today and although the conversation was short, it was fun. I hadn't talked to him like this for some time since we were both so busy. And for the first time that egoistic person said that he missed me! haha I missed you too old friend. Hope to meet you up some time soon. Your ladybug bear is in good hands! XDD

This makes me wonder if I ever do get attached, will I treat my boyfriend any better than I treat the rest of my guy friends? Hmm. Perhaps I will, but for now I don't know. People like me are better off not attached, no? But then again, I should get attached... I don't want another girl cursing me on msn for supposedly stealing her boyfriend cuz I'm his friend.

Adam just asked me to teach him stitching. hahaha. He's damn sweet to do what he's doing for his mortal. Hope his mortal will like it!

Choir again tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow and tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow. haha. -.- After that I'll be flying off to Slovakia. I really need a good, good break to rest my body, mind and soul. Hope the trip will be worth it! I'll give the competition my all.

Goodnight and rest well everyone. It has been a stupid week for some of us, especially you. Take care.

And thus the end of another tiring day draws near...

Alright, so I had GP exam today and I felt it went a-okay. I'm hoping for at least a B, at best an A. Am I being too ambitious? Perhaps, when others are contented with just passing. Ahh. I don't care. I still think it's within my grasp.

After the paper I went with Jonathan and Yahui to PHS to collect my O level cert before going to her house. She has a very nice house! I like it loads. =)

As the saying goes, small minds discuss people, mediocre minds discuss events, great minds discuss ideas. As taken from Darren's blog. haha. I've been rather mediocre eh, discussing events.

I thought I had a lot to express today but now those words just won't come out. Guess I'm too sleepy.

Ah wait. The thoughts are coming to me. Give me a minute to consolidate them. XD

we're so similar yet one of the few differences between us determined everything.

I cant stop wondering sometimes what's up with guys and their constant need for competition. I mean, just quit it already, I'm not a prize to be won. It really sucks when you know so many have liked you yet you still can't find one you truly like. And when there's one you like, you can't like him back. Bleah.

I so agree with Ernest. Life sucks.

Just back from studying.

Today was pretty productive I guess. I'm sure I'll do quite well for Econs cuz the preparation is sufficient. Talked with Joe about alot of stuff ranging from girls' schools to arcade games. He's the first guy I know who's not a habitual arcade visitor. I'm amused. haha.

And so again, I owe him 6 bucks. Argh I'm going broke. Hmm maybe I should just make him pay for 2 more "sui bians" at the Western Food stall so I can just give him a 10 bucks note. Saves me the trouble eh? And saves him the agony of carrying notes of different denominations.

We went to the Nexus to study and play arcade games. I played on the dancefreak machine and my skill really sucks now. I think I can even lose to Joel Lim. XD

P.S (to Hsienyong, Nana, Aaron, Ryan, Yujun, Fabian and Joel) - During the holidays I MUST make it a point for us to meet. Watch a movie or something. GIVE ME YOUR HOLIDAY SCHEDULES DAMMIT. RAWRRRRRR. =)

Oh damn I realized I got to find some time to meet John, Deon, Yangkai and Wilson. The holidays are gonna be so funnn.

GP tomorrow. Oh God please let me pass it.

heck the hiatus, this is my last entry for now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWEEHONG DARLING.

hahaha sorry I couldn't help but add the last word in. I know you'll call me dear. XD May all your wishes come true AND THAT YOU'LL GET HER. You know what I mean. Thanks for being such a great friend. =)

Mid years coming, hiatus for now yeah.

Grr I kept wanting to blog just now but I was distracted by Friendster. Doesn't matter though, I think I've just added a substantial amount of people to my account. XD

So since I'm running out of time here's a brief summary of what happened today.

Sports Carnival was great. I enjoyed myself alot although my frisbee skills have gone rusty. Choir was fun too with the Sarba dance. I love that song. and Amazingly I didn't fall asleep during choir!

I brought the bottle that contained the sparkling juice back home and deposited it into the drawer at the bottom of my wardrobe. Looking at the contents of the drawer never fail to make me smile. All my memories are stored there. Here's just a few items that are inside.

- Presents from previous birthdays (photo frames etc.)
- Primary school class photos. (FANCHINGGGGG~ hahaha)
- The first bottle of Chardonnay I finished (by myself)
- SYF photos of PHS
- Valentine day presents (I know I should have returned them but...)
- Plushies! (my ladybug bear from carebear, the rabbit/dog from Kweehong etc.)
- My fangs extracted cuz of braces
- Letters from juniors and friends

There are times when I feel unwanted but when I just look through those stuff, I'll just feel a certain warmness in my heart and I'll know that yes, I have people who love me and treasure me. And these people will be in my heart always.

And so! That bottle. haha. It will be one of the many items to remind me of the years I'm going to spend in CJC with such a fantastic group of friends.

Alright, as usual I'm going to turn in now cuz there's choir tomorrow. I'm sure tomorrow will be as interesting as today. =)

P.S - AHH ADAM READS MY BLOG. hahahaha. =p

Yay for retarded-ness. Enjoy.

haha and guess what! I realized that all this while I was so stupid as to think you liked me. This is like, the greatest joke on Earth. Forgive me as I laugh my night away. XD
Stupidity knows no bounds; You led me around on a merry-go-round

H1 exams in a week's time. Hmm. What do I think of it? I don't know.

Will be staying back for night study tomorrow night, hope the econs notes will somehow diffuse into my head.

Anyway, someone has really gotta remind me that I've got angelic feet. Blisters from the court shoes refused to go off and well, I'm not that used to the Converse shoes yet. Die. I think I'll wear my old pair of shoes till the wounds disappears.

Gotta do my EoM, so for now everybody takkaire worzz.

Haha I really can't decide on what I want to blog now. Amazing, I don't see any CJC people online for once.
I have a feeling things are getting kinda awkward already between us
Anyway, I was feeling sick in the morning so I didn't go to school. Mummy says there's something wrong with all the cows in the world cuz most people are turning lactose intolerant. Yepps, I just drank milk yesterday night, which made me feel like throwing up and made images swim all over my head. The feeling? Dizzifying.
Well at least for me I guess. haha. It's only fair that I let you know.
Really sad; I love milk.
I really want to talk about this to you straight but well I may be wrong
Today was kinda productive cuz after my fainting spells ended, I started doing lots of crazy stuff I never found the time to do during normal school days. I cleared my room, mopped my floor, changed my bedsheets, washed my shoes (hahaha I finally got the whipped cream off!) and FINISHED MY HOMEWORK. Hurray for me. =)
about alot of things and perhaps nothing ever happened at all.
I just hope I don't have to produce an MC for my absence today. Sigh. Will a parent's letter suffice?
And YOU were not helping when you said I knew I want him.
Random thoughts today: I can't imagine going deaf. Music has always been a part of my life and I can't picture life without music. Same like how I cannot imagine life without God. Anybody out there has the song Endless Story by Ito Yuna? I think it's a damn beautiful song but I lost it after my com crashed. Sigh.

I miss carebear. He's probably busy preparing for his A's but ahh. I want to meet him soon and go out and have fun playing pool or something. I'm starting to miss loads of people.

Btw John, Planetshakers concert is on the 15th of June and it'll be at New Creation Church at THE MAX PAVILLION. One ticket costs 5 bucks. Tell me soon if you're going k. Hmm I wonder who else to ask go. FANCHING MUST GO HOR. JONADAB TOO. =D

This song has been stuck in my head for so very long. Perhaps this was all I ever wanted; I know everything is in His hand.

Only Hope - Mandy Moore

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

I like the Switchfoot version for their instrumentals but I like this version better for the voice. I can sing better to it. ^ ^

Okay time to hit my homework. Seriously am lagging behind. Sigh.

WALAU BLOGGER ATE UP MY ENTRY.

So here's a summary in point form. Rawr.

- I'm having throat discomfort, hope it ends before the Slovakia trip, methinks it's throat infection.
- Ate lunch at The Rice Bowl near Somerset MRT station. Choir teacher-ICs treated the choir to spicy food!
- Won an eating challenge. I ate more food than the teachers. Mrs Loke said I ate more than Adam and Joshua combined. XD
- Celine told me to be careful of Adam cuz "it's very obvious already". She thinks he likes me.
- Adam asked if I liked him or Joshua better and Joshua said he was being thick-skinned.
- Last time Adam said he felt choir girls weren't his kind. Then he added that he forgot I was from choir too. Boo you Adam!
- Mr Toh called Joshua Isaac! What an insult eh.
- Daddy didn't allow me to go to Jonadab's church today. Sigh.
- I'll be missing a concert by Youth Alive and a concert by Anberlin due to the Slovakia trip. =(
- I won't miss the concert by Planetshakers though! Who else wants to go tell me quickkk!
- I need sleep.

Alright sleeeeeepy. Night-o.

You looked at me sadly with that look in your eyes
And said you were sorry but this is goodbye.
You've shattered my dreams, you've broken my heart
This is the end where it all comes apart.

Should have seen it coming, should have read the signs
Should have known that love doesnt start with a sigh.
You twirled me around on a whirlwind romance
With roses and chocolates it all made good sense.

Your soft whisperings, your gentle touch
It was too soon, too fast and too much.
You made me believe it was me you adored
Then she came and I was ignored.

You took what you wanted; you had all the fun
You weren't even there when my world came undone.
Now that you're back, what can words do?
Sorry doesn't mean a thing, at least not to you.

* * *

Just a little something that has been bugging me lately. Just had to express the thoughts nicely though you'll never read it. haha.

P.S - Eh Ryan hope you're okay. Your presence is sorely missed in class. =(

Band SYF is tomorrow so... All the best yeah! Do CJC proud and get a Golddddd. =D

Today has been pretty screwed but on the whole, it's been okay. My jumping sucks, gotta get more power from Yahui before I jump in future. XD

relink me people, my sister is gonna take some time to give me my new blogskin anyway.

of all people, you should be the last one telling me that.

Alright I had a good, good sleep. Feeling better now, but I still want to sleep. haha.

CJC choir got a silver. And methinks we did not deserve it. But well, we did our best. If not for some royally screwed reason we would have gotten a Gold. We couldn't help it that the rules were misinterpreted somehow.

I did a self-reflection and I realized that I was turning into someone I hated. I was turning into the ah-lian that I had been in my secondary school days. Disgusting. Time to get my act together. I made the decision yesterday to tuck in my shirt and to make sure my skirt was right above my knees. And the first thing that happened to me when I got to school in the morning reaffirmed me that my decision was a good one. I walked past Micheal Tan and he bade me good morning. hahaha.

Mehh I'm really tired. Was trying to learn from Ryan how to keep awake with so little sleep but sigh. I can't take the lack of sleep already. Chem CA coming up for me so I must do some studying! Tiredddd.

Don't ask. Whatever you do, don't ask.

The buzz of the air-con gently blowing, the mild chatter of the students, the clicks of the IBM mouses, the thuds of keys being pressed...

As usual, here I am blogging while waiting for choir to start. Today's been interesting in the sense that I had some major accomplishments and some amazing lapses in reasoning. Grr caving in to temptation, how illogical can I get.

A big thank you to Changyong, I owe you lunch one day. =D Without you, I wouldn't have been able to pass my 2.4km run/walk. When I gave up and started walking, you ran to me and started running alongside me even though you didn't have to. You encouraged me and gave me incentives (hahaha treating me to a drink after the run) but what really kept me going was the fact that you were sunburnt yet you still ran under the infernal sun with me so that I would keep going. It was partially guilt that kept me going but well, thanks so much yeah. =)

And haha I really appreciated the encouragement coming from the lobster sitting in the shade at the grandstand. You know who you are. XD

A little disappointed in myself since I drank something cold right after the run. My throat's feeling a little tight now and SYF is so bloody near, it gives me stomachache every time I think of it. Impending doom or glory? It all depends on the confidence the practice later gives me.

One more day! I'm so going to eat curry on Tuesday night.

The other accomplishment was this: I DID MY FIRST EVER COMPLETE GP COMPREHENSION. haha not surprising, but my English standard is seriously deterioting and my knowledge of vocabulary is starting to seem rather dismal when I compare them to a certain some one's bombastic vocabulary. Time to hit the dictionary again. Sigh. 5 new words a day!

Other miscellaneous stuff that happened today included me finding a purse full of coins. I found it between the gap of a bench in the canteen but nobody seem to pay any heed to it; nobody was sitting around that table. And so I took it! Don't know if I should feel guilty, but heyyy~ God knew I was thirsty and didn't have enough money. hahahaha.

Weird hearing this from the girl who found a 10-cent coin and brought it to the teacher's attention in primary school eh.

I started off my day hoping that I'll learn how to keep my distance from you but obviously it isn't going to turn out fine. So much for John's newly found theory; Hearts don't obey Ohm's law. The more you try to resist a feeling for someone, the more you'll feel about the person. haha. So true.

Not bad, I've been in my own world for about 20 minutes. Sometimes I do feel like some sage pontificating about life from my high tower but sigh, that's what a blog is for huh.

Choir's about to start, time to get my voice warmed up. Hope it doesn't quit on me one last time or else I'm done for.

Yepps I did the MBTI test too. I'm an ENTJ and the descriptions are damn accurate. Well if you're bored/interested you could try it too! Here's the link: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

Short post again. I feel like sleeping now more than ever. And maybe never wake up. haha.

Haha I love this song. Simple and nice. I feel much better now that I've made up my mind.

Fly Further - Jars of Clay

He picked her up some flowers
On a Sunday afternoon
They sat out on the porch swing
Underneath the crescent moon

A lifetime seemed to pass
Staring at the skies
And on the swing he gave her the ring
There were tears in her eyes

He said I pray I'm not alone
In my dreams about forever
That you and I could become one
And always be together

We'd grow old and wise
Through all the days
For worse or for better
And now the truth cause I love you
Even now more than ever

And my time flies but we'll fly further
Into the night where the eyes of loneliness can never bother
All our dreams of together uneclipsed by never never
My time flies it's in your eyes, but we'll fly further

Fifty years have ridden off into the sunset
And the tears that we have cried have overflown
And here we are counting scars, wounds of life's unending upsets
You're with me and I'm with you and I will never forget

And my time flies but we'll fly further
Into the night where the eyes of loneliness can never bother
All our dreams of together uneclipsed by never never
My time flies it's in your eyes, but we'll fly further

He picked her up some flowers
On a Sunday afternoon
He rode the Greyhound bus past the house they used to swoon
He knelt beside the grave, hung his head, a teardrop fell
And on the stone epitaph shone the words he knew so well

And my time flies but we'll fly further
Into the night where the eyes of loneliness can never bother
All our dreams of together uneclipsed by never never
My time flies it's in your eyes, but we'll fly further

And my time flies but we'll fly further
Into the night where the eyes of loneliness can never bother
All our dreams of together uneclipsed by never never
My time flies it's in your eyes, but we'll fly further

We'll fly further
We'll fly further

Had choir and the conductor said I looked sian and I simply replied, "yar, I know." He looked at me with this smile playing on his lips and from that moment on, we kinda came to an understanding. I'm not going to be afraid of him anymore and each time he reprimands me or come up with something that is so obviously untrue, trust me I will so bloody show him what I'm made of. I didn't go to choir to be put down by his words. I go there to contribute to a team of aspiring choristers to make music together.

I know some of us feel the same about him, especially us JC1s, but like what our seniors have told us, we will prove anything and everything bad that he says about us wrong. We met our goal today right? WE MADE HIM SMILE. Ain't that a wonderful feeling. haha.

This is the last lap! We can do it yeah. GOOOOOLLLDDD! =D

Believe me, I'm damn confused now. Or rather, confused is not the right word to describe the feeling I'm experiencing right now. More of dejected. Everybody more or less say the same thing, why am I not listening?

Yeah I should not let stuff like this bother me too much. Mind over matter; if you don't mind it, it doesn't matter. haha cliched.

Would this all be over before it even begins? Want to risk it together?

Soliloque to self: STOP SLACKING AND START DOING WORK. RAWR.


Sigh. I'm really really stressed. My voice threatened to leave me this morning during assembly but I managed to coax my voicebox back to working condition by spamming strepsils. As the days pass by, I find that I have increasingly less time to do what really matters, like doing my quiet time and studying.


I really deserved the scolding from my parents this Tuesday when I went to East Coast from City Hall just to eat dinner. I should've have learnt from earlier experiences that nothing is more important than good rest! Now I'm in a rather tired form but still! I must study. Will be heading down to Island Creamery to do some work.


Someone should remind me to smile more often! Different people seem to have different opinions of me when I don't smile. Jonathan thinks I look unfriendly, dao and fierce while Yahui thinks I look fierce and Ryan just thinks I'm stoning (innocently staring? hahaha). And well, a certain someone thinks I look arrogant. Do I really leave people with such an impression of me? I remembered a girl from first intake who confided in my friend that she hated me cuz of my seemingly cold demeanour. She didn't even take the time to know me, yet she hated me.


The first time I heard that I was deeply hurt. I know I can't get everybody to like me but who doesn't want to be loved? I really shouldn't take things like this seriously. haha this sounds bhb-ish but I've never experienced direct expressions of hate towards me. Most of the people I meet like me and me them.


I know I'm falling sick, but by God's grace the signs are coming slowly. The weather has been screwy so I think fever's gonna find me soon. Pray for me? With Chem CA coming up and SYF, I've never felt so hopeless before. There's only so much I can do, but I know my God will do much much more for me.


Lesson over. haha. I reiterate, I really must stop slacking.

Cuz you've got my back and I've got your hand this isn't over it just began.

Another short post since I have to go off soon for Choir practice. Really sorry I won't be able to hang out with the class today. =(


CHUA KWEE HONG. I don't know if I should hate you or love you. You BAKA. WHY ON EARTH DID YOU BUY SOMETHING SO EXPENSIVE FOR ME. I'm simply not worth it okay. Walauuuu. YOU DIDN'T TEAR THE PRICETAG OFF PROPERLY. Now I feel damn guilty okay. Cuz I now own a jacket that's about the price of my Crumpler! Zomg.


So now kweehong you have this whole post dedicated to you. haha. Will tell you to see it when I can. Couldn't reach you on your handphone, but ANYWAY! Thanks so much. It's good to know that I have such good friends ever since I was in primary school. haha. Now I have to think doubly hard of what to give you 3 weeks later. >.<


Alright gtg. ciao!